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Totally changed♥
Last footprint@Saturday, June 15, 2013
Suddenly feel that I very old. Nightlife for me is very strange. Even my dear asked me join him play darts, I can't enjoy myself. My brain now keep ask me, when can go home? How was my daughter now? Does she sleep already? Totally changed...
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Holiday♥
Last footprint@Monday, May 27, 2013
It seems quite some time, I can't enjoy my holiday. Since after giving birth? Last time when holiday nearly comes, will try to arrange a short trip or plan for whole day. But now, this feeling totally changed. When holiday nearly comes, I'll feel so stress. "Holiday again? What else can do beside take care baby? Why everyone can go out except me?" Suddenly can feel my life so meaningless. I always persuade myself, lucky got baby accompany me, but it looks like I lie to myself, to "balancing" my emotion.
I think most all mummy will face the same problems. I really feel want get a short trip with my dear. But even success plan a trip with dear, on that time, will suddenly miss our baby. This complicated feeling really make me irritating.
Every weekday, work > go home > bath > dinner > take care baby till sleep
Every weekend, wake up very early morning > take care baby whole day > shopping (actually no shopping for my own, just looking any restaurant to eat then get off) > sleep
Everyday repeat, repeat and repeat...
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羡慕♥
Last footprint@Friday, May 17, 2013
这几天我都在上网找资料，不懂为什么当我看到关于旅行，瞒羡慕那些人可以出国。随时随地都可以安排。我还没有孩子的时候，都不够钱去旅行。
现在有钱，但是带孩子出国是让人头痛的事。所以我只能带她去langkawi，希望可以平平安安去旅行吧。
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Testing use phone write blog♥
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I wonder whether use phone can write blog as normal use in pc. I mean maybe use phone, post it, the font or design look will differently.
Seem that almost 2 years no blogging. Because got "new member" time all spent on her. But if using phone can blog, maybe can use it to write my feeling lo... (if I free la!)
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How do I tell that saving money is important?♥
Last footprint@Sunday, July 31, 2011
Since yesterday I was unhappy. We actually plan to have a baby, so we need to plan money saving too. But last 2 months my money finish spent up on my car, and keep took money from our savings account. I feel so stress when saw my account's amount keep decreasing. I save so hard, but easily to use up.
I very hope that he will understand, but it seems like, he still can't get me. I very afraid when he said he wanna buy new "toys". Now everything can be pay by installments. Every month pay RM100-200 is affordable, but if don't have this installments, this RM100-200 can be save up, one year at least save RM2000+
I don't want argue with him because of money. This month I was actually quite depressed. Even I haven't get my salary, but it already become "0" after I settle all the things (family, credit card, car's loan). I totally no money for food. Once no money, I starting get the money from our savings account. This is make me feel annoying.
Even I'm not sure whether I get pregnant right now or not, but it makes me start worry. Are we can go through all of these? Yes, if he can understand our situation now.
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I need money la!♥
Last footprint@Friday, July 29, 2011
"Today 29th, is not due yet"
Fuck you la, sohai boss! This month I need money so badly!!
Please la, don't so emotional and please treat fair to us. They (shell station staff) are got problem, doesn't means we also got problem. You want hold their salary, but please don't hold ours too.
I almost letup. I want scream out. I want scold people with rude word.
I feel so depressed. Hard breathe =(
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Mood not very good xx♥
Last footprint@Thursday, July 28, 2011
Today I feel very depressed when facing them. The fella, everyone knows that he is useless. Even my boss's order, he won't be follow too. Everytime salary week, they will make me so headache. I need their report updated, so I only can complete my payroll (This salary referring to Shell station company only).
Since last week, my colleague already keep rush him to update the report for me (she is responsible to audit their reports). But he still do nothing at all. So she give up, ask me to rush him. The reason why me have to rush him, she said, she wants "borrow" me to help her, to rush that guy update the report. Actually I also need that report too. But I won't keep rush the guy many times, as I feel so annoying. His respond keep said, yaya, I will try to finish it. After that, I won't bother anymore. If my boss asking, I also will said "he is not done yet".
She keep asked me continue rush him. On that time, I starting annoying of her. This morning, she said the cash flow not enough fund, ask me get ready to accompany her to bank to transfer the money. The money must bank in before 12pm, as there's got direct debit from other party will clear on 12pm. What I don't understand is, the cash cheque suppose to be get ready on yesterday, cause she know today cash flow will be not enough fund. But why she didn't do it? Why today only issue out, and waiting boss come in only sign?
When boss signed it, it is already 11.30am. In my mind, if I pregnant right now, can I calm down in this situation? I just feel want to "diu" her that time.
Reach bank around 11.40am. I get the number, waiting about 15ppl. So I direct walk to counter, ask him please help us to do first. He willing to help, but he quite slow. We already told him, we need money to transfer before 12pm. My colleague starting anxious, starting rush & yelling that guy, until that guy got a bit angry. That time I saw is 11.55am. If I was me, I really don't bother anymore. On that time, I really feel not comfortable with her. Her anxious, make all people around also feel not comfortable.
I wonder, if I get pregnant, can I work in peace? I don't want get depressed from this company, until affect my baby in future.
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February 7, 2012 at 9:41 AM
